[Almost everything he's told her is the truth - almost everything. Just, a very different version of the truth than the one Ardyn himself would have told her.]
He saw a monster with his brother's face, and did everything he could to destroy it.
[...Would Ardyn have tried to laugh it off? Always so flippant -
Izunia tries, but there is still an undercurrent of miserable regret.]
Blades, fire, firing squad, sun exposure... I imagine you get the idea. Anything that could kill a daemon.
[ And there's the confusion again. Because this is starting to sound like the story she knows but it doesn't make sense. It can't make sense if that all still happened but Ardyn is here to tell the story.
... unless. Not unless... ]
But it didn't work, did it? None of it did. He couldn't be killed anymore because they wouldn't just let him die.
[ "Izunia is a dead man". A dead man who made a terrible, terrible mistake, who spent the rest of his life miserably trying to atone for it. ]
And when he wouldn't die... what did they do with him then?
Izunia was not the Chosen King, after all. And no power short of that could destroy what the gods called 'Accursed.'
[For his mistake, the gods demanded not only Izunia's soul, but the souls of all his descendants, onward and onward, until a boy named Noctis became the dawn.]
'Seal the daemon in Angelgard' - one of Izunia's advisors, I no longer remember which, even if the words are burned in my memory. So that was exactly what they did.
[ When Ardyn had talked of his brother, Yuuri had always pictured something like -- something a little more like Noctis. Maybe his face would've been more severe, his hair messier and that same ridiculous shade of purple or red or whatever it felt like being when the light hit it. Close enough to tell they were brothers, but not exactly a mirror image.
Maybe that's why it's taken her so long. Because if she'd known what face to look for, the pieces would've fallen into places more gradually but far quicker. Now, though, it all comes clattering together in one great rush.
She's a fool. It had never entered into her mind that he would arrive here -- he occupies the same space of her mind that Megu-nee does. Gone, not forgotten, but still gone and forever out of reach and there's nothing any of them can do about it. But what the hell does a world like this care for people who are supposed to be dead and gone?
And he is dead and gone. He has been for nearly two thousand years, not by any plague or scourge but by the simple passage of time, because this man isn't the Accursed Immortal he's-- ]
[And perhaps in another time, he would have been - still twins, even, but not so utterly the same. Not a man who lived out the greater part of his life under his brother's name, matching his fashions and mannerisms until it was impossible to tell where Izunia ended and 'Ardyn' began. Until he could barely remember his own preferences for how to act and what to wear -
The flinch at his name is revealing and obvious, to the point that even answering the question is a formality.]
I should count myself lucky that there was no one in the court who really knew Ardyn well enough to tell, if you've figured it out this quickly.
[He doesn't know how to feel. It is the first time he has been - the first time Izunia's name has been spoken in so many years. He almost wants to thank her, for seeing through it, for allowing him to take the cover off for the first time in so many long years.
Perhaps that's why fate has brought him here. A final chance to reveal all his secrets, a last will to the light of morning that parts the endless, deceiving night.]
I haven't thought of myself that way in very, very many years.
[ She'd made idle jokes to Ardyn, to the others, about what she'd do if she ever came face to face with any of the troublemakers from their worlds. She'd even said to Ardyn, hadn't she, with a grin on her face that she'd have words with Izunia should he ever be misfortunate enough to meet her. And now he's actually here, she doesn't know what to say. ]
... I... I don't...
[ I don't understand, she wants to say because there's so much here that makes no sense. He'd kept up the act this entire time and she'd been so fooled. They'd been happy to banish and kill him without any sort of cover up in the history she knows so why all the pretense, here?
And then under all the confusion and all the scattering of her thoughts, something surfaces and it's so bitter and angry that she can't even filter it before it comes out of her mouth. ]
Everything-- you already took everything else-- so you took his name, too?
[Those words - they're the deepest truth of his soul, spoken with a hint of underlying anger that's almost a more convincing Ardyn impression than anything he's done so far.]
Izunia was a fool who struck down his own brother in a moment of fear - oh, there were the executions, but the hand on the first blade was mine, and it was gripped in a panic when I saw him in the grip of the Scourge. I didn't ask questions, didn't ask if he had it under control - I only acted, to my eternal regret.
[The one time he didn't think things through.]
Ardyn was the one who deserved to be remembered, as king, as voice of the Crystal, as the Founder of Lucis. So I killed 'Izunia' myself to ensure that history, at least, gave my brother the credit he deserved.
[ She can't decide which is worse. The idea of him being forgotten and just thrown away like trash of course is awful. But there's something almost perverse about the idea of Izunia picking his name off his corpse like a vulture picking carrion and living that lie for the rest of his life. There would be children, she realizes with a start, who would grow up thinking that their father was Ardyn Lucis Caelum and would never have reason to believe that the man they loved was a liar.
She feels sick. ]
Don't you dare talk about what he deserved. As if you have any right--!
[ She's so angry that she's blindsided by it almost and she has to scramble to her feet so she can do something. She's filled with directionless fury and it has nowhere to go because as angry as she is, the logical part of her knows she can't put all the blame on Izunia, as convenient a scapegoat he is.
But it certainly feels nice to have a target for once. ]
So you lied for the rest of your life -- pretending you were him, like he could be replaced that easily! All the while, he was rotting away on that island and-- and you--
[ Anger renders her, for a moment at least, speechless. ]
[He deserves this, really. Deserves every word, deserves no absolution. But the idea that it was easy sparks a temper that he had almost forgotten he had.
It was never easy. Punishments aren't supposed to be.]
What do you suppose I should have done - given the people their true king, a fratricide who doomed his own brother to that darkness? What good would that have done? The line of Lucis would have ended then and there, and Ardyn -
[And then the anger comes crashing down, and his shoulders slump.]
Ardyn wouldn't have had the chance for salvation at all.
[ It isn't Izunia's fault. If it's anyone's fault it's the Astrals, all the gods who'd decided that the lives lost on the way to their Chosen King were a price worth paying. But she's been so helplessly angry for so long about all of it -- about Airlocked, and the Nonary Games and the Freelancer Project and Bahamut that it feels good to finally have something to vent at. ]
Don't you think if he deserved anything, he deserved that much? You talk about salvation but how was he supposed to be saved if no one even knew what was wrong?!
[ She's trying so hard to shut herself up and calm herself down but she can't. She knows how overblown and overwrought her anger must seem but -- well. If there's anything this family has in abundance it's spite and anger, isn't it? ]
...Bahamut himself told me there was nothing left. Just a daemon wearing my brother's skin, and I believed, because who would question the gods? I thought that my brother was gone by my hand, and only a daemon remained...
... I know I made unforgivable mistakes. That he still found happiness somewhere - being able to hear that is more than I deserve.
[He's tired, and old, and has a lot more practice beating himself up about the entire thing than Yuuri does. It's almost refreshing to have someone else do it.]
[ Bahamut. It all comes back to Bahamut, doesn't it?
Yuuri takes in a long slow breath and makes herself hold it, just long enough to calm herself down. There's nothing to be accomplished by yelling at a tired, sad old man who already knows the mistakes he's made. And besides that it's... surprisingly hard to keep up her anger when he looks so much like Ardyn. It feels like a cheap shot, but for all the things she can blame Izunia Lucis Caelum for, resemblance to his own twin is hardly one of them.
She sighs, just as long and slow as her breath in and her hands finally unclench. ]
... we're. We're doing what we can for him. We can't fix any of it or changed what happened but I...
[ She swallows hard and then pulls herself up to her full height, almost a little defiantly. ]
He's happy. It isn't perfect but... he had a home and a family and he's happy. I can promise you that much.
[The smile he gives her in return... Has also seen some shit.]
Ardyn and I came into adulthood in the last few years of the Astral War, dear girl, and that is just the tip of my iceberg. I assure you, I'm not going to capsize.
[He gestures at the fire, which has grown naturally during their more heated discussion and now offers some actual warmth.]
[ ... Ah, right, yes. It's probably better if she doesn't loom over him like that. With another of those sighs, Yuuri settles herself down next to the fire. She doesn't start speaking straight away -- she's fidgeting with the chain around her neck and the little black and white clover charm hanging from it, rolling it gently through her fingers like a worry stone. ]
... I said before that we met -- all of us back home -- we met when we woke up after being taken from the worlds where we belonged. We'd been brought to somewhere none of us recognized for some kind of show. To start with, there was twenty of us and--
[ She has to catch herself for a second because she hasn't actually called him Ardyn in so long that it's not the name she reaches for first. But that would raise even more questions than she's prepared to answer right now she she gives herself a moment to verbally backspace. ]
... and one of the people with us was Ardyn. And as far as he remembered... um, I think it was before everything had happened. He knew about the Starscourge but for him... it hadn't gotten as bad as it did. Not as far as he remembered.
That's how it was for all of us. We all woke up there with memories missing. I still don't know why or what the point of it was but what matters is that even though they'd brought him after you-- [ another pause. another verbal backspace. ] ... so long after it all happened, as far as he remembered he was still Ardyn Lucis Caelum.
[At some point while she's speaking, Izunia has picked up another twig to worry between his fingers again. No point in hiding the habit now, after all, and while he'd prefer a pen or dagger, it will do.
He's tense,because even if she hasn't gotten there yet, he can feel another shoe waiting to drop.]
It is.
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[ She swallows hard and nods. She doesn't know how much Izunia knows of what had become of his brother after their attempts to put him down and she doesn't have the context to be able to give him the full picture of what had happened to Lucis. But she has to try, at least. ]
When we started remembering things, most of it was jumbled and out of order. So when he started remembering some of the things he'd done to people I don't think he understood why. When we talked about it a little into the game I remember he said... he said he was afraid of what it meant he'd turned into.
[ Because he didn't know who or what Ardyn Izunia was. Not so long as he still had reason to believe he was Ardyn Lucis Caelum. ]
Especially since at the time they took him he was still... he still had that inside of him. And he didn't even know. He had to work it out for himself.
[ - Ah, there is the shoe, he thinks. The spinning twig in his hand goes briefly still, at the mention of Ardyn's continued infection, then flips so that Izunia can squeeze it in a fist.]
I... I suppose I can only hope it was less traumatic than the first time he discovered what the Scourge had done to him.
[Not that getting back memories of that would have been very pleasant, either, but Izunia can hope, for some few small things.]
Though I can scarce imagine... I know some of he things my brother did towards the end of his existence.
[Not life. You couldn't call that living. Izunia killed Ardyn, it's just that Ardyn persisted after, long after anyone should have.]
Not all, but... Enough, to get some idea of what he must have remembered.
... he remembered those first, I think. He remembered doing all that before he remembered the Starscourge and what you-- ... What happened because of it.
[ she swallows and wets her lips even though her mouth is suddenly dry. ]
But we did everything we could. We were so scared we'd lose him but we'd promised -- all of us had promised each other we'd stay together and that we'd have each others backs. And even with everything he'd done, none of us could just turn on him, after everything he'd done for us and everything we'd all been through together.
[ ... Ah. That's the part she's left out, isn't it? ]
Because it... It wasn't just playing with our memories and kidnapping us. Part of the show was... the whole point was seeing what it would take for us to kill each other. They'd trapped us and every week they'd give us things to try and motivate us into doing it like... Like money. Or changing the past or just being able to escape.
All we had to do was kill someone in there and get away with it.
Izunia takes a deep breath, to keep from shuddering, and spins the twig almost frantically between his fingers again. He doesn't know how he should react, which means he falls back on a reaction something like Ardyn's, which is - ]
I suppose he's lucky - 'Ardyn Izunia' would have been among the first on the chopping block, if only because someone got fed up with his shenanigans.
[ - Laugh it off, even if it's a joke in poor taste.]
[ She gives him a tired little smile -- the kind of face you make when you don't really want to be smiling, but letting how you really feel show on your face might just be your undoing. ]
We lost so many people but hardly any of it was on purpose. None of us wanted to hurt anyone there or be hurt. But it just kept going and going and--
[ She stops, has to catch her breath and for a minute she just stares into the fire like she's not sure what else to say. She's never been able to talk about Airlocked and everything it'd been with someone who didn't at least have some level of understanding. There's so much she isn't saying and so much she just can't explain to him. But letting out any of it at all feels cathartic, in the same way ripping off a bandaid does. ]
... and in the end, when we were all falling apart, I think it was a little too much for him, as well. He was the one holding us all together but he was so close to falling apart himself. And he got desperate enough, I think, to go to the people running it all. And I don't know how or why but... they took it from him. The Starscourge, I mean. And now he's just as human as any of us.
[He's still listening intently even if his fingers can't stay still, the same kind of what else can you do but laugh smile on his face as well, until - ]
...And it was gone? Just... just like that?
[Without a king of the light needing to sacrifice himself, without even killing Ardyn himself -
It's the second time this conversation that Izunia has heard impossible news, impossibly good news, and it's a good thing that his cover is blown because he
reaches up to his face
and his fingers come away wet
and then he is absolutely bawling into his hands because of all the impossible wishes in his heart, this was one that he knew it wasn't even possible to dream -
[ In hindsight, really, she should've expected this. Maybe she should've given him a little more warning but... well, how do you prepared someone for a bombshell like that?
She hasn't got a tissue or a handkerchief or anything she can offer him so she sits there awkwardly for a moment, unsure of herself before she remembers -- the blankets, you idiot. There's one on her battered little sofa that's relatively clean so she hastens to her feet, grabs it and them makes her way over to his side. It makes her stomach twist a little to see him weeping so openly but she doesn't know what else to do other than offer him the blanket, to wipe or cover his face or anything. She's floundering a bit. ]
Here. I'm... I'm sorry. [ for what, she's not sure, but it feels like the right thing to say. ]
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He saw a monster with his brother's face, and did everything he could to destroy it.
[...Would Ardyn have tried to laugh it off? Always so flippant -
Izunia tries, but there is still an undercurrent of miserable regret.]
Blades, fire, firing squad, sun exposure... I imagine you get the idea. Anything that could kill a daemon.
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... unless. Not unless... ]
But it didn't work, did it? None of it did. He couldn't be killed anymore because they wouldn't just let him die.
[ "Izunia is a dead man". A dead man who made a terrible, terrible mistake, who spent the rest of his life miserably trying to atone for it. ]
And when he wouldn't die... what did they do with him then?
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Izunia was not the Chosen King, after all. And no power short of that could destroy what the gods called 'Accursed.'
[For his mistake, the gods demanded not only Izunia's soul, but the souls of all his descendants, onward and onward, until a boy named Noctis became the dawn.]
'Seal the daemon in Angelgard' - one of Izunia's advisors, I no longer remember which, even if the words are burned in my memory. So that was exactly what they did.
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Maybe that's why it's taken her so long. Because if she'd known what face to look for, the pieces would've fallen into places more gradually but far quicker. Now, though, it all comes clattering together in one great rush.
She's a fool. It had never entered into her mind that he would arrive here -- he occupies the same space of her mind that Megu-nee does. Gone, not forgotten, but still gone and forever out of reach and there's nothing any of them can do about it. But what the hell does a world like this care for people who are supposed to be dead and gone?
And he is dead and gone. He has been for nearly two thousand years, not by any plague or scourge but by the simple passage of time, because this man isn't the Accursed Immortal he's-- ]
... Izunia.
[ -- Lucis Caelum. ]
You're Izunia, aren't you?
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The flinch at his name is revealing and obvious, to the point that even answering the question is a formality.]
I should count myself lucky that there was no one in the court who really knew Ardyn well enough to tell, if you've figured it out this quickly.
[He doesn't know how to feel. It is the first time he has been - the first time Izunia's name has been spoken in so many years. He almost wants to thank her, for seeing through it, for allowing him to take the cover off for the first time in so many long years.
Perhaps that's why fate has brought him here. A final chance to reveal all his secrets, a last will to the light of morning that parts the endless, deceiving night.]
I haven't thought of myself that way in very, very many years.
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... I... I don't...
[ I don't understand, she wants to say because there's so much here that makes no sense. He'd kept up the act this entire time and she'd been so fooled. They'd been happy to banish and kill him without any sort of cover up in the history she knows so why all the pretense, here?
And then under all the confusion and all the scattering of her thoughts, something surfaces and it's so bitter and angry that she can't even filter it before it comes out of her mouth. ]
Everything-- you already took everything else-- so you took his name, too?
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[Those words - they're the deepest truth of his soul, spoken with a hint of underlying anger that's almost a more convincing Ardyn impression than anything he's done so far.]
Izunia was a fool who struck down his own brother in a moment of fear - oh, there were the executions, but the hand on the first blade was mine, and it was gripped in a panic when I saw him in the grip of the Scourge. I didn't ask questions, didn't ask if he had it under control - I only acted, to my eternal regret.
[The one time he didn't think things through.]
Ardyn was the one who deserved to be remembered, as king, as voice of the Crystal, as the Founder of Lucis. So I killed 'Izunia' myself to ensure that history, at least, gave my brother the credit he deserved.
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She feels sick. ]
Don't you dare talk about what he deserved. As if you have any right--!
[ She's so angry that she's blindsided by it almost and she has to scramble to her feet so she can do something. She's filled with directionless fury and it has nowhere to go because as angry as she is, the logical part of her knows she can't put all the blame on Izunia, as convenient a scapegoat he is.
But it certainly feels nice to have a target for once. ]
So you lied for the rest of your life -- pretending you were him, like he could be replaced that easily! All the while, he was rotting away on that island and-- and you--
[ Anger renders her, for a moment at least, speechless. ]
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[He deserves this, really. Deserves every word, deserves no absolution. But the idea that it was easy sparks a temper that he had almost forgotten he had.
It was never easy. Punishments aren't supposed to be.]
What do you suppose I should have done - given the people their true king, a fratricide who doomed his own brother to that darkness? What good would that have done? The line of Lucis would have ended then and there, and Ardyn -
[And then the anger comes crashing down, and his shoulders slump.]
Ardyn wouldn't have had the chance for salvation at all.
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[ It isn't Izunia's fault. If it's anyone's fault it's the Astrals, all the gods who'd decided that the lives lost on the way to their Chosen King were a price worth paying. But she's been so helplessly angry for so long about all of it -- about Airlocked, and the Nonary Games and the Freelancer Project and Bahamut that it feels good to finally have something to vent at. ]
Don't you think if he deserved anything, he deserved that much? You talk about salvation but how was he supposed to be saved if no one even knew what was wrong?!
[ She's trying so hard to shut herself up and calm herself down but she can't. She knows how overblown and overwrought her anger must seem but -- well. If there's anything this family has in abundance it's spite and anger, isn't it? ]
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[Bitter and pained and guilty and -]
...Bahamut himself told me there was nothing left. Just a daemon wearing my brother's skin, and I believed, because who would question the gods? I thought that my brother was gone by my hand, and only a daemon remained...
... I know I made unforgivable mistakes. That he still found happiness somewhere - being able to hear that is more than I deserve.
[He's tired, and old, and has a lot more practice beating himself up about the entire thing than Yuuri does. It's almost refreshing to have someone else do it.]
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Yuuri takes in a long slow breath and makes herself hold it, just long enough to calm herself down. There's nothing to be accomplished by yelling at a tired, sad old man who already knows the mistakes he's made. And besides that it's... surprisingly hard to keep up her anger when he looks so much like Ardyn. It feels like a cheap shot, but for all the things she can blame Izunia Lucis Caelum for, resemblance to his own twin is hardly one of them.
She sighs, just as long and slow as her breath in and her hands finally unclench. ]
... we're. We're doing what we can for him. We can't fix any of it or changed what happened but I...
[ She swallows hard and then pulls herself up to her full height, almost a little defiantly. ]
He's happy. It isn't perfect but... he had a home and a family and he's happy. I can promise you that much.
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[Only good news he's gotten in two thousand years, actually.
Slowly, something uncurls in him. He's... Lighter, in a way that's impossible to put a finger on. He's put down a burden for the first time.]
I have no real right to ask, but - please. Tell me everything.
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[ She gives him a strained sort of smile that just screams "I've seen some shit" ]
It's a very long story and it's... well, let's just say the parts I already told you are basically the tip of the iceberg.
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Ardyn and I came into adulthood in the last few years of the Astral War, dear girl, and that is just the tip of my iceberg. I assure you, I'm not going to capsize.
[He gestures at the fire, which has grown naturally during their more heated discussion and now offers some actual warmth.]
Though it might be for the best if you sat down.
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... I said before that we met -- all of us back home -- we met when we woke up after being taken from the worlds where we belonged. We'd been brought to somewhere none of us recognized for some kind of show. To start with, there was twenty of us and--
[ She has to catch herself for a second because she hasn't actually called him Ardyn in so long that it's not the name she reaches for first. But that would raise even more questions than she's prepared to answer right now she she gives herself a moment to verbally backspace. ]
... and one of the people with us was Ardyn. And as far as he remembered... um, I think it was before everything had happened. He knew about the Starscourge but for him... it hadn't gotten as bad as it did. Not as far as he remembered.
That's how it was for all of us. We all woke up there with memories missing. I still don't know why or what the point of it was but what matters is that even though they'd brought him after you-- [ another pause. another verbal backspace. ] ... so long after it all happened, as far as he remembered he was still Ardyn Lucis Caelum.
I--is this all making sense so far...?
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He's tense,because even if she hasn't gotten there yet, he can feel another shoe waiting to drop.]
It is.
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When we started remembering things, most of it was jumbled and out of order. So when he started remembering some of the things he'd done to people I don't think he understood why. When we talked about it a little into the game I remember he said... he said he was afraid of what it meant he'd turned into.
[ Because he didn't know who or what Ardyn Izunia was. Not so long as he still had reason to believe he was Ardyn Lucis Caelum. ]
Especially since at the time they took him he was still... he still had that inside of him. And he didn't even know. He had to work it out for himself.
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I... I suppose I can only hope it was less traumatic than the first time he discovered what the Scourge had done to him.
[Not that getting back memories of that would have been very pleasant, either, but Izunia can hope, for some few small things.]
Though I can scarce imagine... I know some of he things my brother did towards the end of his existence.
[Not life. You couldn't call that living. Izunia killed Ardyn, it's just that Ardyn persisted after, long after anyone should have.]
Not all, but... Enough, to get some idea of what he must have remembered.
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[ she swallows and wets her lips even though her mouth is suddenly dry. ]
But we did everything we could. We were so scared we'd lose him but we'd promised -- all of us had promised each other we'd stay together and that we'd have each others backs. And even with everything he'd done, none of us could just turn on him, after everything he'd done for us and everything we'd all been through together.
[ ... Ah. That's the part she's left out, isn't it? ]
Because it... It wasn't just playing with our memories and kidnapping us. Part of the show was... the whole point was seeing what it would take for us to kill each other. They'd trapped us and every week they'd give us things to try and motivate us into doing it like... Like money. Or changing the past or just being able to escape.
All we had to do was kill someone in there and get away with it.
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Izunia takes a deep breath, to keep from shuddering, and spins the twig almost frantically between his fingers again. He doesn't know how he should react, which means he falls back on a reaction something like Ardyn's, which is - ]
I suppose he's lucky - 'Ardyn Izunia' would have been among the first on the chopping block, if only because someone got fed up with his shenanigans.
[ - Laugh it off, even if it's a joke in poor taste.]
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[ She gives him a tired little smile -- the kind of face you make when you don't really want to be smiling, but letting how you really feel show on your face might just be your undoing. ]
We lost so many people but hardly any of it was on purpose. None of us wanted to hurt anyone there or be hurt. But it just kept going and going and--
[ She stops, has to catch her breath and for a minute she just stares into the fire like she's not sure what else to say. She's never been able to talk about Airlocked and everything it'd been with someone who didn't at least have some level of understanding. There's so much she isn't saying and so much she just can't explain to him. But letting out any of it at all feels cathartic, in the same way ripping off a bandaid does. ]
... and in the end, when we were all falling apart, I think it was a little too much for him, as well. He was the one holding us all together but he was so close to falling apart himself. And he got desperate enough, I think, to go to the people running it all. And I don't know how or why but... they took it from him. The Starscourge, I mean. And now he's just as human as any of us.
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...And it was gone? Just... just like that?
[Without a king of the light needing to sacrifice himself, without even killing Ardyn himself -
It's the second time this conversation that Izunia has heard impossible news, impossibly good news, and it's a good thing that his cover is blown because he
reaches up to his face
and his fingers come away wet
and then he is absolutely bawling into his hands because of all the impossible wishes in his heart, this was one that he knew it wasn't even possible to dream -
And it happened.]
Oh, gods. Oh, Ardyn...
[Somewhere in the tears, his voice hiccups.]
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[ In hindsight, really, she should've expected this. Maybe she should've given him a little more warning but... well, how do you prepared someone for a bombshell like that?
She hasn't got a tissue or a handkerchief or anything she can offer him so she sits there awkwardly for a moment, unsure of herself before she remembers -- the blankets, you idiot. There's one on her battered little sofa that's relatively clean so she hastens to her feet, grabs it and them makes her way over to his side. It makes her stomach twist a little to see him weeping so openly but she doesn't know what else to do other than offer him the blanket, to wipe or cover his face or anything. She's floundering a bit. ]
Here. I'm... I'm sorry. [ for what, she's not sure, but it feels like the right thing to say. ]
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He does manage to look up from his crying at her approach to his side, but the blanket goes ignored -
in favor of throwing his arms around her and squeezing, with continued hiccuping sobs.]
Thank you. Thank you.
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yuuri are you sending him straight into ardyn's lap right now
she's doing her best you be nice to her
god NAO GET IN HERE
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