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Asch the Bloody ([personal profile] bloodyashes) wrote in [community profile] lazybox2020-05-15 10:43 pm

soup but it tastes bad

The forest is quiet, and almost trackless - who needs a trail, after all, when the only person who ever passes this way is a single flesh eater, coming and going from the tower in the distance?

(But this story does not begin with Kratos Aurion was a blade.)

It begins, instead, with two blades in a remote forest, the same way another one ended, in the distant past. A blade of justice, and a flesh eater driver, seeking audience with the Aegis who is rumored to reside in the tower. And the story starts, just as the other ended, before they ever reach the tower.

Ether flows through the air - light-aspected, with hints of water and wind - and converges on a point. The crystalline structure doesn't look so different from the trees and underbrush that surround it, save for the fact that it glows white with a brilliance that's visible even in the direct light of the sun.

(The last story began, Van Grants was a blade.)

(It was not a happy story.)

Near the 'roots' of the tree, there is another core crystal to be found. Although it seems broken, it pulses with a dull red glow, indicative of the blade inside being ready (perhaps more than ready) to manifest again. Equally clearly, it has not been disturbed in a very long time - only the glow separates it visually from the natural stones around it, moss and dirt breaking up the too-square outline.

To those who can sense ether, however, it is practically a beacon. And to those who can see the threads of fate...

(This isn't the story of the Aegis. But there's a thread tied here, nonetheless, that hasn't disappeared.)
photonedge: (and it is 85 degrees ✰)

soup! soup! soup! soup!

[personal profile] photonedge 2020-05-16 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
It starts like this: they're on the path, such as it is. Someone's kept the forest from encroaching on it to the point of impassability, but that's about all Mythra can say for it.

(But still: someone must be maintaining it, so they're still on the right track. That's a good sign, right?)

Foresight's been quiet, since they got into the forest - a ping here and there for a fallen branch big enough to be annoying, nothing more. And then--

"Hey, hold on," she says to Jade, stopping, head tilted like it'll help her hold onto the image better. "There's something--"

She can't pin it down, whatever it is. Foresight whispers an answer, but won't tell her to what. Typical. Mythra shakes her head hard, pushing her way into the brush at the side of the narrow 'path'. She doesn't bother to look back; Jade will follow.

Without the maintenance that had been done on the path, the forest gets hard to navigate quick. A little light ether takes care of that. The glow is the first thing that catches her eye, bright and impossible to miss even through the trees, and Mythra scowls, blasting her way through the last few bushes. That must be it, right? It's pretty (it's breathtaking - she's never seen solid ether chunks this big outside of Valak Mountain, and the ambient ether levels aren't high enough to maintain anything like those even if the air almost feels like it wants to sing about the Aegis), but she can't imagine why Foresight would lead her here.

And then her eyes are drawn to its roots, and what lies cradled in them.

So, a core crystal out in the middle of nowhere? Not that uncommon, all things considered. Things happen, out in the wilderness - drivers die, and their blades' crystals can't exactly be retrieved if no one knows where it happened. Jade and Mythra haven't stumbled on any personally, but it's worth keeping an ear out for the tug of ether reaching out, travelling like this.

But they're typically almost forgotten, half buried in the dirt, not -- this. (What's more, they probably don't also make Foresight fire with so many impossible-to-track possibilities Mythra can feel a headache threatening to come on.)

What the fuck?

"Jade?" she calls, like he could possibly have fucking missed this. Scoots to the side, just to be sure he can see that core crystal, though this close its ether is audible under the hum of the tree. "What do you think? Foresight's..." She trails off, not sure how to finish the thought, but the emotional bleed conveys some uncertainty.

They can't just leave a blade here, right? Mythra can't say she's excited to add someone else to their resonance, but...
Edited 2020-05-16 10:56 (UTC)
crimsonsnow: (bastard)

tastes a bit shit

[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-05-17 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Jade doesn't even blink or question when Mythra changes direction. Of course he doesn't. He's used to Foresight doing things like this, so all does is follow after her. Closely, of course, so that he can simply tread the crude path she's blasted through the underbrush. Less work, that way. Sure, Jade can borrow Mythra's light long enough to blast his own way through -- and he does, once or twice, where Mythra's been sloppy -- but otherwise it makes more sense to just let Mythra at it.

The tree she finds is... Well, unlike anything Jade's ever seen, for one. He stares at it longer than Mythra does, lacking Foresight's nudge to draw his attention immediately to the roots. Mentally, Jade makes note to come investigate the tree a little better, later. To have never even known something like this could exist bothers him. Was the knowledge lost with countless of his other memories? Or is he not the only one who's never seen something like this before? Mythra seems as bewildered by its existence as he is, so that's some small comfort.

But clearly the tree isn't what Foresight brought Mythra here to see. Instead she gestures to a core crystal cradled by the trees roots.

"Well then," Jade says, to start with. He knows what's on Mythra's mind even if she didn't say it aloud -- but it's not that hard for them to be on the same wavelength, not anymore. Strange place for a blade to die. Stranger still, the tree. But he knows Mythra won't want to leave the blade here. And he knows Foresight brought her to this spot for a reason. Foresight's never lead them wrong before.

"At the very least, we can take them back to the others," Jade offers. "Though, I'd almost hate to move them. This spot looks as if it were made for them specifically."

He jokes, but he bends down to pick the core crystal up, anyway.

Once he has, he's glad he did. "Would you look at that," he says, showing the crystal to Mythra. That's not a normal shape at all. Jade would think it broken, except -- while it certainly seems to have been split, perhaps -- there's still more than a seemingly whole core crystal here. And its ether feels alright. Jade knows well enough what broken core crystals actually feel like.

Curiosity gets the better of him. He pings the core crystal.
Edited 2020-05-17 01:25 (UTC)
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[personal profile] photonedge 2020-05-17 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
"I've never seen anything like this," Mythra says, the uncertainty not abating entirely when Jade picks the core crystal up. She squints at it with a frown as he holds it out, before Jade apparently makes the decision all on his own to try resonating. (Good - he really is getting better about being more spontaneous. Having that decision made calms Foresight just a little, though there are still a whole mess of potential futures swirling around.)

She'd been around when her siblings had first resonated with their drivers, but watching that is different from feeling it. The way the blade's ether (what element is that?) hooks into first Jade's, then her own, the resonance shifting to accommodate them, is something she's not sure she could describe to someone else. But's not until he takes form (and okay, everything about that had been weird; she'd thought for a moment that maybe normal blades just looked like that on awakening, except for the part where Jade's side of the emotional bleed hadn't felt like he knew what was going on any more than she did) that things get--

Mythra's never really had to worry about protecting her driver from physical threats - watching his back in a fight, sure, but Jade's more than capable of taking care of himself. Still, the way the emotional bleed feels for that moment, before it's pulled back out of reach, sets her on edge, has her wedging herself into the space between Jade and this new blade protectively. Just in case.

What he says, then, is more confusing than threatening.

"Do you... know him?" she asks, with an uncertain glance back at Jade just in case he knows how the fuck that's possible. This can't be an Aegis, right? Sure, they're close to the tower, and one of them has been missing-presumed-dead for hundreds of years, but... How else would this blade remember?
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[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-05-17 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Jade has several questions. The core crystal. The ether lines. The fact that he seems to have resonated with a blade that is aspected to several elements at once. In fact, the latter might be cause for more than idle curiosity under different circumstances. Jade certainly would like to get acquainted with the fact he has apparent access to all eight elements now.

Instead Jade has to deal with this blade that appears to recognize him, for some Architect-forsaken reason. The blade doesn't look happy, either. Did he murder this one, too?

"Not that I'm aware of," Jade answers Mythra, sharp, as he kills the sickness that bubbles up in his throat and stashes it away out of reach. No matter how many times it happens, he still hates it more and more when someone recognizes him and he can't remember them. The emotion bleed hasn't felt this tight and sick since--

Well. Best not think about that pathetic excuse of a driver.

"Have we met?" Jade asks of his new blade. "Because I certainly don't have the pleasure of remembering such a meeting, as you appear to."
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[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-05-17 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I... see," Jade says, slowly, as he digests all that. The picture is pretty clear, though. Of course, a driver can be bad in any number of ways, and those ways probably don't involve continuous murder, but a bad driver is a bad driver, full stop.

He loosens his chokehold on the emotion bleed, though he still doesn't feel great, and adjusts his glasses. For all the reasons he's been recognized, though, he supposes this is perhaps the most favorable one.

"I must have left quite an impression on you," Jade comments, lightly, as if the situation this blade has just described could do anything but. Jade's pretty sure if he would be unlikely to forget someone who offered him an out. (There's a reason he's held onto the note Galea wrote him, about flesh eaters, even though he definitely doesn't need it anymore.) "After all, if I'd been you, I likely wouldn't have hesitated."
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[personal profile] photonedge 2020-05-17 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
Well. Mythra's plenty familiar with Jade's idea of a way out. That explains... a lot of things. She doesn't move, but a little of the tension ebbs out of the way she's holding herself - Foresight would warn her if he was planning to attack, anyway.

"He hasn't changed," she tells him, and a hint of something reassuring sneaks its way into the emotional bleed. For Jade? This new blade? She's not really sure, but. It's not like anyone in this resonance can fault him for being on edge, if his last driver had been bad enough for Jade to offer that.
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[personal profile] photonedge 2020-05-17 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
That... makes sense, and Mythra nods. It's not like she needed a reminder that the reason they'd been in this forest was a good one, but there's something like pity in her core, or at least understanding.

"Mythra," she says, with a little half wave. "It's... nice to meet you." Even if these are some of the strangest circumstances she can think of to meet anyone under! At least things are a little less tense.

And then, because there are a lot of questions about those circumstances she has the tact not to ask right away but they're still burning at her core, she picks one of the probably-safer ones and asks, "Hey, that thing we found you under... you don't know anything about what it is, do you?"
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[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-05-17 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
He needs no introduction, hm? Well, that's fine. Jade's just happy to know the name of his new blade-- and he's glad Asch's wariness has abated, at least some. Not that he can blame Asch for the wariness. Jade knows he is not the kindest of people, nor is he exactly the best of drivers.

He's grateful Mythra asks about the tree, too. It was going to drive him bonkers. He's also quite pleased to discover Asch is also somewhat clueless on the matter. Maybe it is an anomaly, and not something Jade's just forgotten. That would be nice.

He tucks away the knowledge Asch has presented -- a driver, dead, a core crystal, destroyed. Laughably small puzzle pieces, all things considered, but the understanding Jade has of Asch becomes a little clearer, nonetheless.

(If Citan had had a core crystal to smash, Jade would have in an instant.

He supposes eating the heart is just as thorough, though.
)

"I had no idea core crystals could even become such a thing," Jade comments, still itching for more information. He steps towards the crystalline tree to consider it closer, examining it with a touch of his own ether. It's not very enlightening without any context, but he tucks the readings away for later. "Though if you have no idea how or why it became like this, I suppose there's no reason to stand around staring at it all day. We can always ask the others if they've seen anything like this, when we return home."

Jade cannot proclaim to read Asch's thoughts -- not yet, anyway, and perhaps not for a long time -- but he would understand if Asch didn't want to remain long by such a reminder of his previous driver, considering.
Edited 2020-05-17 06:59 (UTC)
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[personal profile] photonedge 2020-05-17 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
That bitterness flares, and suddenly Mythra's a little more glad that Jade beat her to trying to resonate with Asch's core crystal. She watches him mess with the tree's ether, rather than say anything about it, even if she really wants to know how he's doing any of this. At least he should get a little more time to acclimate before either of them pester him about it.

"I bet they haven't, either," she says, perking up a bit at the mention of home. "None of them get out often enough. But..." She tucks that idea away quickly, before more than a wisp of her grief can hit the emotional bleed.

(It might be nice, though, to have a physical memorial of some kind for Poppi. Maybe she'll talk to Myyah and Anna about it, when they do get home.)

"We could keep going," she says, instead of thinking about it, but it's more of a question directed at Jade. This... doesn't call for a change to their plans, right? If Mythra has to walk that excuse for a path again without anything actually coming of it, she might scream. And they do need the Aegis's help, for any of this to work.

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backstory discussions round 2 go

[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-07-28 05:14 am (UTC)(link)

All the fuss and introductions out of the way, once things have settled down Jade finds himself alone in his room with his two blades. He sits idly down on his bed, which is one of two (of course he shares a room with Mythra, the tavern isn't quite big enough for them to each have their own, even with the expansions and having bought out the building next door to stash Anna and Galea and the rest). He has every intention of filling out the journal he's been somewhat neglecting for the past few weeks, perfectly capable of multitasking if either of his blades wishes to talk. But instead he finds himself watching Asch more than he doesn't. The Aegisite's words still ring in his mind. About another Jade, helping him out of a situation an Aegis would be incapable of experiencing.

Well, there are very few things an Aegis is incapable of experiencing. Fewer still with regards to drivers. Which brings Jade to the one major difference between Aegises and regular blades: their memories.

Asch had some sort of memory patch, of course, the same as Mythra. But there was also a point where he didn't. Which would mean...

It's not Jade's place to know. It eats at him, anyway.

"Asch..." Jade begins, then holds his tongue. It's not an easy question to ask outright. It probably is better if he doesn't at all. There will be time for Asch to bring it up as he wishes, with or without Jade's prying. So, instead: "I suppose we never did get to finish our earlier conversation," he remarks. "Was there anything else worth telling, about the Jade you knew? I find myself still curious."
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[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-07-28 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
Jade laughs, just a little. "Research in flesh eaters, you say? I suppose that's a little ironic." He does not, exactly, believe in fate, nor does he believe that if the Architect is real he has purposefully set up a predestined chart for anyone through life. Still, one can find inherent humor in coincidences.

As for the rest, it's not difficult to picture, exactly, just strange to relate to. He appreciates that it's significantly easier to think about than the last conversation, though.

"Well, I can't exactly say I relate," Jade remarks. "But then again, I don't know much at all about any of the Jades who came before me." Cold warnings, desperate notes, and nothing more; that's all he has of any recent Jades, and he hates to think--as he always does-- that there were ever more than just one of him in Citan's hands. Either way, the notes were useful but not telling, in any fashion. Not about the man he was. "But then, I suppose that is generally the lot of blades. Not remembering. And only some of us are blessed enough to have left records."

To not have records burned by their driver-- ah, but there are plenty of blades who lose them through such more basic means, Jade is sure.

(The emotion bleed sings tight with a chilly frustration, but Jade has certainly felt much, much colder than he does right now. ...so much for this being a significantly easier topic, though.)

"Was that the only time you spoke with me?" Because he doesn't think it is, and he's curious about the whole story, if Asch doesn't mind telling.
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[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-07-28 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah," Jade says, and just that, for a moment. His hunch was right, then. Distantly he thinks approvingly of the Jade Asch knew, knowing for certain he would have responded the same way, though perhaps for different, more personal reasons. Still, he takes comfort in the fact that as a baseline Jades despise the thought of a blade being murdered by their driver just for a memory wipe.

But then, it's a really, really sickening thing for someone to do.

Jade sets the journal back down on the bedside table -- there's no way he'll be touching it anytime soon -- and then he laughs. What else can he do? What were the odds? Not only for them to find another attempt at recreating the Aegises, but to find another blade who knows exactly what they'd been put through. So he laughs, short and bitter, reaching up and dislodging his glasses as he runs a hand over his eyes, massages the bridge of his nose.

"I'm sorry, I realize it's not a laughing matter. I just find myself astounded once again by the irony of us meeting in this lifetime. After all..."

He's always found this difficult to explain, to admit, but it's been his best guarded secret for several lifetimes. So if he looks a little bit pleadingly in Mythra's direction for her to pick up where he left off, well...
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[personal profile] photonedge 2020-07-30 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
Mythra's paying attention, really she is - but this is Jade's past, things he deserves to know, and the least she can do is let him have the space to ask questions and absorb it all without cutting in needlessly.

That, and the fact that she's still caught up on the fact that she came home to meet two new siblings, who are also Aegises. That one's still preoccupying her.

She's stretched out on her bed, on her stomach with her legs crossed in the air behind her as she listens. If she'd been fidgeting idly before, it stops right around the point where Asch mentions just how many times he'd died thanks to his previous driver. Fuck.

Unlike Jade she doesn't laugh, horror ringing too loudly in her veins instead. A driver bad enough to murder, sure. That's not a surprise. But a driver who'd done the exact same thing as Citan, and that many times--

She realizes that Jade's stopped, looking over to her, and --

Well. Who's Mythra, to say no to a face like that?

Still, she doesn't say anything right away. It's easier for her to talk about it than it is for Jade, true - but she's spent the past ten years very determinedly not doing so, with anyone but him. That Asch is in resonance with them helps (she'll never really be a fan of keeping secrets, and with the bad nights she and Jade still have now and again it'd be bound to come up eventually) but she hesitates a moment anyway, actually rearranging herself to sit on the edge of her bed, before she picks up where Jade left off.

"... It's not the first time either of us have dealt with a driver like that," she finishes, flicking her hair back over her shoulder and out of the way like it'll disguise the way her side of the emotional bleed twists, ugly and anxious. Grins, more sharply than she feels, in Asch's direction. "Can't say it did much when he tried it on me," she says, but what that meant for Jade goes unspoken. She's pretty sure Asch can guess, with a story like that.
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[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-07-30 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Jade sits in the silence for a minute and lets that all settle in. Seven times Asch was killed versus the three that Jade counted. Jade might suspect it was more than just three, but just same it could have been countless more than seven before Asch realized. ...not that it's a competition, of course. It's just humbling, in a way.

He pulls himself back into some form of working order, understanding Asch's decision-- How much higher did the stakes get when Mythra joined the resonance, after all? How much harder was Jade willing to fight, just to make sure his driver didn't poison someone besides him?

"I hope he does too, for your sake," Jade says, though it may not be his place. "I certainly understand," with an accompanying look at Mythra which is probably telling enough, "but I'm sure I'm not the one you want to hear that from."
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sneaks in two months later

[personal profile] photonedge 2020-10-01 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Seven times keeps ringing through Mythra's brain, but she breathes slow, reining her emotions in without dulling them entirely, so they're not quite so overwhelming to the rest of the resonance. She cards her fingers through the ends of her hair as Asch continues, because Jade's all the way over there on his own bed, and there's really no way to casually move over there without it being awkward.

She doesn't need the look Jade sends her to see the parallel - though it has her ducking her head, a faint blush accompanying some probably-welcome warmth in the emotional bleed despite herself - but it's sobering. (As if any part of this conversation wasn't.)

At least Citan hadn't had any grand schemes for the two of them.

"I think he would have, too," she says, in agreement. Asch did it to protect him, so - regardless of how else his brother might have felt about it, he must've understood that part, right? That's just what siblings do, for each other.
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[personal profile] crimsonsnow 2020-10-02 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
Whether or not Jade was intending to pursue that line of thought any further frankly doesn't matter. Asch takes off his gloves, revealing his ether lines, and all other thought simply grinds to a halt in Jade's mind. He his both fascinated and unsettled all at once. He's not close enough to make out the finer details, but even at this distance the sight of them makes something in his core scream of horror. Seven blades sacrificed to create one, indeed.

"Ah, so you don't layer as much as you do because of the weather, I see," Jade comments.