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The forest is quiet, and almost trackless - who needs a trail, after all, when the only person who ever passes this way is a single flesh eater, coming and going from the tower in the distance?
(But this story does not begin with Kratos Aurion was a blade.)
It begins, instead, with two blades in a remote forest, the same way another one ended, in the distant past. A blade of justice, and a flesh eater driver, seeking audience with the Aegis who is rumored to reside in the tower. And the story starts, just as the other ended, before they ever reach the tower.
Ether flows through the air - light-aspected, with hints of water and wind - and converges on a point. The crystalline structure doesn't look so different from the trees and underbrush that surround it, save for the fact that it glows white with a brilliance that's visible even in the direct light of the sun.
(The last story began, Van Grants was a blade.)
(It was not a happy story.)
Near the 'roots' of the tree, there is another core crystal to be found. Although it seems broken, it pulses with a dull red glow, indicative of the blade inside being ready (perhaps more than ready) to manifest again. Equally clearly, it has not been disturbed in a very long time - only the glow separates it visually from the natural stones around it, moss and dirt breaking up the too-square outline.
To those who can sense ether, however, it is practically a beacon. And to those who can see the threads of fate...
(This isn't the story of the Aegis. But there's a thread tied here, nonetheless, that hasn't disappeared.)
(But this story does not begin with Kratos Aurion was a blade.)
It begins, instead, with two blades in a remote forest, the same way another one ended, in the distant past. A blade of justice, and a flesh eater driver, seeking audience with the Aegis who is rumored to reside in the tower. And the story starts, just as the other ended, before they ever reach the tower.
Ether flows through the air - light-aspected, with hints of water and wind - and converges on a point. The crystalline structure doesn't look so different from the trees and underbrush that surround it, save for the fact that it glows white with a brilliance that's visible even in the direct light of the sun.
(The last story began, Van Grants was a blade.)
(It was not a happy story.)
Near the 'roots' of the tree, there is another core crystal to be found. Although it seems broken, it pulses with a dull red glow, indicative of the blade inside being ready (perhaps more than ready) to manifest again. Equally clearly, it has not been disturbed in a very long time - only the glow separates it visually from the natural stones around it, moss and dirt breaking up the too-square outline.
To those who can sense ether, however, it is practically a beacon. And to those who can see the threads of fate...
(This isn't the story of the Aegis. But there's a thread tied here, nonetheless, that hasn't disappeared.)
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(But still: someone must be maintaining it, so they're still on the right track. That's a good sign, right?)
Foresight's been quiet, since they got into the forest - a ping here and there for a fallen branch big enough to be annoying, nothing more. And then--
"Hey, hold on," she says to Jade, stopping, head tilted like it'll help her hold onto the image better. "There's something--"
She can't pin it down, whatever it is. Foresight whispers an answer, but won't tell her to what. Typical. Mythra shakes her head hard, pushing her way into the brush at the side of the narrow 'path'. She doesn't bother to look back; Jade will follow.
Without the maintenance that had been done on the path, the forest gets hard to navigate quick. A little light ether takes care of that. The glow is the first thing that catches her eye, bright and impossible to miss even through the trees, and Mythra scowls, blasting her way through the last few bushes. That must be it, right? It's pretty (it's breathtaking - she's never seen solid ether chunks this big outside of Valak Mountain, and the ambient ether levels aren't high enough to maintain anything like those even if the air almost feels like it wants to sing about the Aegis), but she can't imagine why Foresight would lead her here.
And then her eyes are drawn to its roots, and what lies cradled in them.
So, a core crystal out in the middle of nowhere? Not that uncommon, all things considered. Things happen, out in the wilderness - drivers die, and their blades' crystals can't exactly be retrieved if no one knows where it happened. Jade and Mythra haven't stumbled on any personally, but it's worth keeping an ear out for the tug of ether reaching out, travelling like this.
But they're typically almost forgotten, half buried in the dirt, not -- this. (What's more, they probably don't also make Foresight fire with so many impossible-to-track possibilities Mythra can feel a headache threatening to come on.)
What the fuck?
"Jade?" she calls, like he could possibly have fucking missed this. Scoots to the side, just to be sure he can see that core crystal, though this close its ether is audible under the hum of the tree. "What do you think? Foresight's..." She trails off, not sure how to finish the thought, but the emotional bleed conveys some uncertainty.
They can't just leave a blade here, right? Mythra can't say she's excited to add someone else to their resonance, but...
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The tree she finds is... Well, unlike anything Jade's ever seen, for one. He stares at it longer than Mythra does, lacking Foresight's nudge to draw his attention immediately to the roots. Mentally, Jade makes note to come investigate the tree a little better, later. To have never even known something like this could exist bothers him. Was the knowledge lost with countless of his other memories? Or is he not the only one who's never seen something like this before? Mythra seems as bewildered by its existence as he is, so that's some small comfort.
But clearly the tree isn't what Foresight brought Mythra here to see. Instead she gestures to a core crystal cradled by the trees roots.
"Well then," Jade says, to start with. He knows what's on Mythra's mind even if she didn't say it aloud -- but it's not that hard for them to be on the same wavelength, not anymore. Strange place for a blade to die. Stranger still, the tree. But he knows Mythra won't want to leave the blade here. And he knows Foresight brought her to this spot for a reason. Foresight's never lead them wrong before.
"At the very least, we can take them back to the others," Jade offers. "Though, I'd almost hate to move them. This spot looks as if it were made for them specifically."
He jokes, but he bends down to pick the core crystal up, anyway.
Once he has, he's glad he did. "Would you look at that," he says, showing the crystal to Mythra. That's not a normal shape at all. Jade would think it broken, except -- while it certainly seems to have been split, perhaps -- there's still more than a seemingly whole core crystal here. And its ether feels alright. Jade knows well enough what broken core crystals actually feel like.
Curiosity gets the better of him. He pings the core crystal.
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Ping.
For a moment, nothing. Nothing overt, anyway, as a layer of sub routines fires off, faster than a neuro impulse and carrying a message back just as quickly.
Ping? responds the crystal in Jade's hand, a questioning echo before it begins to gather and solidify ether into a form. Both acknowledgement and question, as the core crystal glows red, shimmers red, the last bits of dirt flaking off and floating free of the reforming blade.
The first thing projected into the resonance is questioning, ave the second is suspicion. Wariness. Fine, I'll get up, but don't expect me to trust you. It's a suitable enough emotion, as the ether takes on a lean towards a dark aspectation, though visually one might never guess that, based on the fade from gold to red to finally the colors of a body that it goes through.
The blade forming is humanoid, and then increasingly clearly one of the blades that could almost pass for human. Ether lines form (forked, not circles, as though there were any doubt of the strangeness of this blade) before clothes snap into being, covering them. He has red hair that would look impressive next to any blade but Mythra, and a severity to his face that almost erases how young he looks.
And then his eyes snap open and oh, that's more than suspicion in the emotional bleed. That's surprise and just shy of fighting, a threat as much as if he had appeared sword in hand. With narrowed green eyes, the blade says, "What the hell are you doing here?"
You, with his eyes locked firmly on Jade, with clear recognition.
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She'd been around when her siblings had first resonated with their drivers, but watching that is different from feeling it. The way the blade's ether (what element is that?) hooks into first Jade's, then her own, the resonance shifting to accommodate them, is something she's not sure she could describe to someone else. But's not until he takes form (and okay, everything about that had been weird; she'd thought for a moment that maybe normal blades just looked like that on awakening, except for the part where Jade's side of the emotional bleed hadn't felt like he knew what was going on any more than she did) that things get--
Mythra's never really had to worry about protecting her driver from physical threats - watching his back in a fight, sure, but Jade's more than capable of taking care of himself. Still, the way the emotional bleed feels for that moment, before it's pulled back out of reach, sets her on edge, has her wedging herself into the space between Jade and this new blade protectively. Just in case.
What he says, then, is more confusing than threatening.
"Do you... know him?" she asks, with an uncertain glance back at Jade just in case he knows how the fuck that's possible. This can't be an Aegis, right? Sure, they're close to the tower, and one of them has been missing-presumed-dead for hundreds of years, but... How else would this blade remember?
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Instead Jade has to deal with this blade that appears to recognize him, for some Architect-forsaken reason. The blade doesn't look happy, either. Did he murder this one, too?
"Not that I'm aware of," Jade answers Mythra, sharp, as he kills the sickness that bubbles up in his throat and stashes it away out of reach. No matter how many times it happens, he still hates it more and more when someone recognizes him and he can't remember them. The emotion bleed hasn't felt this tight and sick since--
Well. Best not think about that pathetic excuse of a driver.
"Have we met?" Jade asks of his new blade. "Because I certainly don't have the pleasure of remembering such a meeting, as you appear to."
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(Malkuth would surely have allowed him to continue keeping a journal, but who knows how long it's been since then. How many lifetimes? Many, he can just guess, with his gut.)
"...Once," he says carefully, warily still. Ether flickers along the resonance, almost probing, but the initial near violent suspicion has at least died back to something more normal.
But it rankles his sense of fairness, to keep it hidden. Dark blades are still just, just not in the straightforward way that light blades are.
"You offered me a way out of a bad situation with my last driver, and I didn't take you up on it," he continues. A pause, and then -
(Ice is a new kind of truth, hard and cold and almost sterile. He finds he can trust it more easily than light.)
"...Considering that my last driver was also a flesh eater, it's the main reason I didn't gut you where you stand."
Could he have taken Jade of the Crimson Snow? With the element of surprise like that, probably. "Immediately attacking their new driver" is not something anyone would expect a blade to do, and Jade is still close enough to him, even with the other blade in the way, that he wouldn't have had to move much.
And now that Jade is forewarned, the chance that he would win has plummeted nearly to zero, and he knows it. All he can hope is that the blade that offered him a way out of Van's hands, and seemed to respect him all the more for not taking it, is still the same man at his core.
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He loosens his chokehold on the emotion bleed, though he still doesn't feel great, and adjusts his glasses. For all the reasons he's been recognized, though, he supposes this is perhaps the most favorable one.
"I must have left quite an impression on you," Jade comments, lightly, as if the situation this blade has just described could do anything but. Jade's pretty sure if he would be unlikely to forget someone who offered him an out. (There's a reason he's held onto the note Galea wrote him, about flesh eaters, even though he definitely doesn't need it anymore.) "After all, if I'd been you, I likely wouldn't have hesitated."
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"He hasn't changed," she tells him, and a hint of something reassuring sneaks its way into the emotional bleed. For Jade? This new blade? She's not really sure, but. It's not like anyone in this resonance can fault him for being on edge, if his last driver had been bad enough for Jade to offer that.
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Like hell is he going to explain right now, though. His blade may protest that Jade hasn't changed, but Asch is too suspicious by nature (even if his intuition must agree with her, if he accepted the resonance in the first place).
Wait and watch and then judge. That's the smart thing to do.
He sighs, then flicks his attention directly to Mythra. "Assuming Jade needs no further introduction... Asch. And you are?"
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"Mythra," she says, with a little half wave. "It's... nice to meet you." Even if these are some of the strangest circumstances she can think of to meet anyone under! At least things are a little less tense.
And then, because there are a lot of questions about those circumstances she has the tact not to ask right away but they're still burning at her core, she picks one of the probably-safer ones and asks, "Hey, that thing we found you under... you don't know anything about what it is, do you?"
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As Asch turns to regard the 'tree,' something other than suspicion and wariness finally creeps into the emotional bleed from him - confusion, at first, and then a mild but growing wonder. There's still something bitter and angry buried at the bottom. Outwardly, Asch regards it with a curious eye, but inwardly, there's another of those quiet almost-pings, likely beneath Jade's notice but Foresight a different story.
Asch trails his hand through the air around the crystalline tree, not bothering to hide his own careful manipulation of the light ether leaving a glowing afterimage of the tips of his fingers. Being in resonance makes it pretty hard to hide what his aspectation actually is, if either of them cares to look, and Jade certainly already has.
"What it is, no," he says finally. He has a suspicion, an inkling, but not enough to confirm even if his gut agrees. "But what it was is almost certainly my last driver's core crystal. After I destroyed it, it must have become this... He was light-aspected, too."
It's reasonably clear where that ore of bitterness comes from, considering how it flares as he talks about his last driver.
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He's grateful Mythra asks about the tree, too. It was going to drive him bonkers. He's also quite pleased to discover Asch is also somewhat clueless on the matter. Maybe it is an anomaly, and not something Jade's just forgotten. That would be nice.
He tucks away the knowledge Asch has presented -- a driver, dead, a core crystal, destroyed. Laughably small puzzle pieces, all things considered, but the understanding Jade has of Asch becomes a little clearer, nonetheless.
(If Citan had had a core crystal to smash, Jade would have in an instant.
He supposes eating the heart is just as thorough, though.)
"I had no idea core crystals could even become such a thing," Jade comments, still itching for more information. He steps towards the crystalline tree to consider it closer, examining it with a touch of his own ether. It's not very enlightening without any context, but he tucks the readings away for later. "Though if you have no idea how or why it became like this, I suppose there's no reason to stand around staring at it all day. We can always ask the others if they've seen anything like this, when we return home."
Jade cannot proclaim to read Asch's thoughts -- not yet, anyway, and perhaps not for a long time -- but he would understand if Asch didn't want to remain long by such a reminder of his previous driver, considering.
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"I bet they haven't, either," she says, perking up a bit at the mention of home. "None of them get out often enough. But..." She tucks that idea away quickly, before more than a wisp of her grief can hit the emotional bleed.
(It might be nice, though, to have a physical memorial of some kind for Poppi. Maybe she'll talk to Myyah and Anna about it, when they do get home.)
"We could keep going," she says, instead of thinking about it, but it's more of a question directed at Jade. This... doesn't call for a change to their plans, right? If Mythra has to walk that excuse for a path again without anything actually coming of it, she might scream. And they do need the Aegis's help, for any of this to work.
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Mythra's not wrong that he needs to get his bearings. There's a small informational ping across the resonance that neither of them should really object to - just a measure of their ether levels - and he goes through the process of stretching out his shoulders as he goes through the data. Mythra's easily Fende-class, probably Curtiss-class, and Jade was Curtiss-class when he was just a normal blade.
The ether in this resonance could probably destroy a small town without breaking too much of a sweat. The one good thing about having a flesh eater for a driver is that he's never going to have to worry about overwhelming a human driver and triggering ether poisoning if he goes all out.
(He never has gone all out, doesn't really know where his own power stops and where he would have to start drawing off Jade. Van had a destructive mindset, but he was too subtle to need literal destruction most of the time Asch can actually remember.)
"What's the date?" he throws over his shoulder. As far as getting his bearings goes, that's a pretty damn important starting place.
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(frozen comment) mithos this wasnt even the problem we wanted you hear to solve
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backstory discussions round 2 go
All the fuss and introductions out of the way, once things have settled down Jade finds himself alone in his room with his two blades. He sits idly down on his bed, which is one of two (of course he shares a room with Mythra, the tavern isn't quite big enough for them to each have their own, even with the expansions and having bought out the building next door to stash Anna and Galea and the rest). He has every intention of filling out the journal he's been somewhat neglecting for the past few weeks, perfectly capable of multitasking if either of his blades wishes to talk. But instead he finds himself watching Asch more than he doesn't. The Aegisite's words still ring in his mind. About another Jade, helping him out of a situation an Aegis would be incapable of experiencing.
Well, there are very few things an Aegis is incapable of experiencing. Fewer still with regards to drivers. Which brings Jade to the one major difference between Aegises and regular blades: their memories.
Asch had some sort of memory patch, of course, the same as Mythra. But there was also a point where he didn't. Which would mean...
It's not Jade's place to know. It eats at him, anyway.
"Asch..." Jade begins, then holds his tongue. It's not an easy question to ask outright. It probably is better if he doesn't at all. There will be time for Asch to bring it up as he wishes, with or without Jade's prying. So, instead: "I suppose we never did get to finish our earlier conversation," he remarks. "Was there anything else worth telling, about the Jade you knew? I find myself still curious."
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His intuition screams that it isn't a coincidence, but that doesn't mean it makes sense to his conscious mind, so he'll deal with that later. For now, he'll count his blessings in not being poked and prodded.
"I was wondering if you were ever going to ask." He'd left it, for Jade to figure out at his own pace, but he never intended to hide it. "I didn't even get to how we met."
Which bears its own hints to the question Jade isn't asking. For the time being, Asch doesn't seem inclined to take to either of the beds crammed into the room, which is probably for the better. He'd taken up the desk chair instead, but as he considers how to answer, he leaves it for the windowsill. There's enough of a wind blade in him that he likes to be up, like some kind of particularly strange cat.
"As I mentioned, the work on my memory was done by an independent blade researcher," he begins. "Dist came to work on blade memory because he was fixated on restoring the memories of a blade he had known during his childhood, who lost their driver and then resonated with someone else. That blade was the Jade I met, or more accurately the Jade before him."
He pauses, frowning. "I'm not sure why you were there on that day, but I got enough out of the argument to make some guesses. That Jade, the one before, worked in research on flesh eaters at some point. And I don't think the one you were then liked what you knew of him very much."
Just an impression. But it sits right in his gut, so he doesn't mind saying it.
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As for the rest, it's not difficult to picture, exactly, just strange to relate to. He appreciates that it's significantly easier to think about than the last conversation, though.
"Well, I can't exactly say I relate," Jade remarks. "But then again, I don't know much at all about any of the Jades who came before me." Cold warnings, desperate notes, and nothing more; that's all he has of any recent Jades, and he hates to think--as he always does-- that there were ever more than just one of him in Citan's hands. Either way, the notes were useful but not telling, in any fashion. Not about the man he was. "But then, I suppose that is generally the lot of blades. Not remembering. And only some of us are blessed enough to have left records."
To not have records burned by their driver-- ah, but there are plenty of blades who lose them through such more basic means, Jade is sure.
(The emotion bleed sings tight with a chilly frustration, but Jade has certainly felt much, much colder than he does right now. ...so much for this being a significantly easier topic, though.)
"Was that the only time you spoke with me?" Because he doesn't think it is, and he's curious about the whole story, if Asch doesn't mind telling.
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He's avoided saying it directly, and he knows he can't avoid it for much longer. "Van killed me. Not even just let me die when I got inconvenient for him. I wondered about that, until the look he gave me when I killed him, but then I knew for sure. According to Dist, I'd stopped by his lab seven times to 'help' with testing his research."
He takes a deep breath. "That Jade offered to make it quick, and to take me to someone less awful. I turned him down, because I couldn't let Van go on doing what he was doing. Not because I didn't think you would do exactly as you promised."
In a world full of things and people he couldn't trust, Jade's disgust, his offer of help... They were genuine. Even if the only evidence he has of that is his own intuition.
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But then, it's a really, really sickening thing for someone to do.
Jade sets the journal back down on the bedside table -- there's no way he'll be touching it anytime soon -- and then he laughs. What else can he do? What were the odds? Not only for them to find another attempt at recreating the Aegises, but to find another blade who knows exactly what they'd been put through. So he laughs, short and bitter, reaching up and dislodging his glasses as he runs a hand over his eyes, massages the bridge of his nose.
"I'm sorry, I realize it's not a laughing matter. I just find myself astounded once again by the irony of us meeting in this lifetime. After all..."
He's always found this difficult to explain, to admit, but it's been his best guarded secret for several lifetimes. So if he looks a little bit pleadingly in Mythra's direction for her to pick up where he left off, well...
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That, and the fact that she's still caught up on the fact that she came home to meet two new siblings, who are also Aegises. That one's still preoccupying her.
She's stretched out on her bed, on her stomach with her legs crossed in the air behind her as she listens. If she'd been fidgeting idly before, it stops right around the point where Asch mentions just how many times he'd died thanks to his previous driver. Fuck.
Unlike Jade she doesn't laugh, horror ringing too loudly in her veins instead. A driver bad enough to murder, sure. That's not a surprise. But a driver who'd done the exact same thing as Citan, and that many times--
She realizes that Jade's stopped, looking over to her, and --
Well. Who's Mythra, to say no to a face like that?
Still, she doesn't say anything right away. It's easier for her to talk about it than it is for Jade, true - but she's spent the past ten years very determinedly not doing so, with anyone but him. That Asch is in resonance with them helps (she'll never really be a fan of keeping secrets, and with the bad nights she and Jade still have now and again it'd be bound to come up eventually) but she hesitates a moment anyway, actually rearranging herself to sit on the edge of her bed, before she picks up where Jade left off.
"... It's not the first time either of us have dealt with a driver like that," she finishes, flicking her hair back over her shoulder and out of the way like it'll disguise the way her side of the emotional bleed twists, ugly and anxious. Grins, more sharply than she feels, in Asch's direction. "Can't say it did much when he tried it on me," she says, but what that meant for Jade goes unspoken. She's pretty sure Asch can guess, with a story like that.
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Jade goes blank, Mythra paints the resonance in shades of horror, and his intuition tells him before either can open their mouth exactly what unspoken thing is going to be said.
For his part, Asch sags against the closed window as first one, then the other, speaks. "Feels like that's the way my life always goes," he muses. Thinking of Ion, and yeah, even as a remote a chance as that would be, it must be better than the chances that Jade of all people would pick him up, out in the forest. And yet it doesn't feel strange at all.
"...When it was just me, that was one thing," he says quietly, head dipped such that his chin is almost buried on his chest. "But he got his hands on Luke. Wanted the full set for whatever the hell he wanted us for. I wasn't going to let that happen to an innocent."
And Luke was innocent, as much as a blade born from the deaths of others could be. More than he should have been, and...
"...I hope he was able to understand why I did it, someday."
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He pulls himself back into some form of working order, understanding Asch's decision-- How much higher did the stakes get when Mythra joined the resonance, after all? How much harder was Jade willing to fight, just to make sure his driver didn't poison someone besides him?
"I hope he does too, for your sake," Jade says, though it may not be his place. "I certainly understand," with an accompanying look at Mythra which is probably telling enough, "but I'm sure I'm not the one you want to hear that from."
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She doesn't need the look Jade sends her to see the parallel - though it has her ducking her head, a faint blush accompanying some probably-welcome warmth in the emotional bleed despite herself - but it's sobering. (As if any part of this conversation wasn't.)
At least Citan hadn't had any grand schemes for the two of them.
"I think he would have, too," she says, in agreement. Asch did it to protect him, so - regardless of how else his brother might have felt about it, he must've understood that part, right? That's just what siblings do, for each other.
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It's... probably not enough, but at least it's something. More than most blades get, when they wake up.
He stretches against the window and then pulls his gloves off, revealing the unnatural ether lines underneath, as he begins to straighten his hair with his fingers. Few blades even have ether lines on more than their hands or wrists, but here he is with a set of lines too jagged to be called delicate across the backs of his hands, before they shift suddenly into almost-runic rings around the base of his fingers. The lines climbing back from his wrist, however, have all the elegant flourishes of a fire or water blade. And on the palms of his hands, a shape like a tuning fork, connected to the rest by a wide, shimmering line of red running straight down his inner forearms.
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"Ah, so you don't layer as much as you do because of the weather, I see," Jade comments.