Lazy Man's CMO 2018

[bloodand]

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[founderinglight]

...I'm sorry. But the home that you knew... It's not something that exists anymore.

[Even if it were physically possible to return, mentally, emotionally -

It cannot be taken back. It will never be the same again.]

[scourgingstars]

...

[Another long silence, as if Ardyn had passed out again. Then:]

...don't care. Anywhere, then. Don't want...to go back.

[founderinglight]

You're not going back there. Not... No matter what happens. Not as long as I have life in my body.

[scourgingstars]

...m'sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I-

[Ardyn's voice cracked harshly, and he fell silent as his shoulders started shaking.]

[founderinglight]

...Shh. Shhhh, Ardyn, it's okay. You didn't do anything wrong. It's okay, anaia, just take a deep breath.

[Gods take him, he is so bad at this.]

[scourgingstars]

...

[Hesitantly, Ardyn reached out with one hand from his position on the floor, not quite sure what he was seeking out in the darkness but needing it all the same]

[founderinglight]

[And that is invitation enough - Izunia is there immediately, light bobbing at his shoulder, both of his hands taking Ardyn's.

It's cold. He had known it would be, but it still sends a shiver to his spine that he's barely able to stop, as all of his brain screams at him to get away.

Shut up, brain.]

It's okay. I'm here.

[scourgingstars]

[Ardyn gripped his brother's hand weakly with a cold and trembling hand, back to silence for a long minute or two...]

[Which was eventually broken by the sound of strangled and hoarse half-repressed sobs against his other arm.]

[founderinglight]

Shhh, shhh...

[Soothing sounds - he lets go of Ardyn's hand with one so that he can run his fingers through his brother's hair. It's matted and greasy and might, at this point, be easier handled by shearing it all off.

(A disengaged part of his mind notes that they're going to have to distinguish this one somehow, anyway.)]

I've got you. I'm not going anywhere, and I've got you.

[scourgingstars]

...sorry. Sorry. Don't send me back. Please. Don't send me away, don't...don't leave me alone.

[founderinglight]

Oh, anaia...

[Fuckit. He's reaching down to pull Ardyn close to his chest in an embrace, because this is his brother first and a daemon second and that's how this always should have been.]

[scourgingstars]

[Ardyn flinched again at the touch, weakened and gradually healing body going rigid. But then, after a moment or two to process he wasn't being executed again...something cracked, Ardyn breaking down in hysterical and exhausted black-teared sobs on Izunia's shoulder.]

[founderinglight]

I've got you. It's okay. I've got you.

[Note to future Izunia: Ask the other Ardyn about getting scourge stains out of clothing.

Note to present Izunia: Do not think about that any further or you'll panic.

As it is, Ardyn might notice that his brother's shoulders shake slightly... But the way his arms are around Ardyn's shoulders is firm and determined.

He will not allow this fear to defeat him.]

[scourgingstars]

[Holding on to his brother with whatever limited strength was in his arms, the sobbing tapered off into something quieter before beginning to fade entirely. Ardyn was quiet again for a minute once it was over, again to the point of 'if he slept, he might have passed out'.]

...s-sorry. I'll--I can control it. I'll--m'not a daemon, I won't hurt anyone, please--

[founderinglight]

[Technically, those words are unfortunately not true - the way Ardyn responded to the light is proof enough of that.

But that's a hurdle they can cross later.]

I've got you, it's okay. I won't let anyone hurt you. We'll make it work somehow.

[scourgingstars]

[The worst of the blackened miasma that passed for tears began to evaporate and fade, Ardyn curling up against his twin's chest and gripping his shirt as tightly as he could.]

...do anything you want. Just don't....don't. Please.

[founderinglight]

You're okay, Ardyn. You're safe, I promise.

[Izunia shifts them just a little, so that he can lean back against the wall of the hallway with Ardyn halfway in his lap. The red light continues to bob in the air beside him.]

We'll find some way to fix this. There's... a lot of other people here, and I'm sure that between all of us, we can figure something out.

[scourgingstars]

[Ardyn answered with a slight nod, leaning his head on his brother's shoulder and closing his eyes, very slowly starting to relax as if he was trying to remember how in the first place.]

[founderinglight]

[Izunia just keeps holding him and it makes the fear easier to manage, the way Ardyn sinks gently into him and starts to ease.

He just runs his hand through his twin's hair, gentle, calming, like nothing else in the world matters.

(There are other things that do matter, now, but they can wait.)]

Some of them are going to be very scared of you, but they don't mean any harm. It's just... really complicated.

[scourgingstars]

...don't want to hurt anyone.

[founderinglight]

I know. I believe you. But for other people, it's going to take time.

[At least he's mostly coherent, now, that's a start.]

We need to get you a shower and clean clothes, first.

[scourgingstars]

R...right. That...sounds good.

[Ardyn wiped at what faint traces of miasma still lingered on his face, hesitant to let go.]

[founderinglight]

It's okay, we can use my room. You'll want to shield your eyes - I can't exactly turn off all the lights in the public hallways for you, unfortunately.

[Don't worry about standing, Ardyn, your bro is just going to lift you. No need to go anywhere at all.]

[scourgingstars]

[Another slight nod of acknowledgement, Ardyn content enough to hide his face against his brother's shoulder.]

...you don't hate me?

[founderinglight]

Not in the slightest.

[He squeezes Ardyn's shoulders as he adjusts the weight and gets ready to lift.]

I love you. No matter what else happens, that will always be true.