You know I would want none of that. Least of all to have you stand where I do and bear what I carry. I love you dearly and would gladly be crushed beneath the endless night if it means that you should avoid such suffering. You are and shall ever be part of my heart, and there is nothing I would turn from if it meant protecting you.
Given what you're doing, I think it's surprising that you got that long. The line of Oracles usually only manages twenty-five or so once they take up their duties, and the Scourge is not near as widespread after -
[He cuts himself off with an almost audible snap of the jaw.]
[Ardyn leaned heavily against his brother in the silence that followed, burying his face in Izunia's shoulder and knocking the goggles on his head crooked in the process.]
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[Tiniest laugh. They just keep getting caught in this circular discussion.]
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[He pauses, and pulls away slightly to examine himself.]
...Thirty-five, thirty-six, somewhere in there. About where you got stuck, for the record.
[Izunia Lucis Caelum died the same day as his brother.]
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...So, I've got just about fifteen years left, is that it?
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[He cuts himself off with an almost audible snap of the jaw.]
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[Because UM. He hasn't really talked about the Night, has he.]
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I don't know. I...if all I'm doing now is just prolonging the inevitable, isn't that in itself worth something?
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[Does he dare tell Ardyn exactly how far he went, how many people died?
How can he possibly do that to his brother, and risk destroying him again? But if Ardyn asks, he won't beat around the bush.]
...For what it's worth, humanity does survive. We truly are the most tenacious species.
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I just...I thought I...
I only wanted to help.
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[It's why he was the perfect tool, the perfect victim.
For now, Izunia reaches up to run comforting fingers through his brother's hair, untamed mess that it always is.]
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[He squeezes, just a little, before going back to running his fingers through Ardyn's hair.]
You didn't leave me. Never that.
[The gods took you away from me - but at least he can put one of his brother's worries to rest.]
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[Even at his worst - Ardyn had still carried that scarf, perhaps even long ignorant of what it once meant. My love goes with you - ]
We entered this world together. We were always supposed to leave it in the same way.
[ - I'll wait for you. No matter how far you go, I will always be there to welcome you home.]
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[His voice cracked, and Ardyn spent a few seconds in silence to put himself back together before pulling back slightly.]
Where-...where are we, exactly?
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